December 2010
3 posts
oh by the way….
i AM DUMB.
bah
it is like i set myself up for these things.
it’s not like i meant for this to happen but i am not sorry it did i know soon i will be but for now i can’t help but to get caught up in this moment this is something out of a movie or a story book but i am the villain and i do not think i will win in the end but maybe there will be a change of fate and i won’t have to feel the inevitable downfall of this current infatuation ...
November 2010
9 posts
best night ever last night
went to class drunk
free drinks the entire night
cutest bartender
<3life.
bye.
HELLO ny so soon
i miss my pepa
i don’t know how we are supposed to celebrate the holidays without him
i feel like being away from home no one cares or realizes that i lost someone so close to me. it is the weirdest thing. i find myself breaking down about it randomly. but i do not know what i am meant to do. i can’t wait to get home.
i need to slow down
i am going far to fast
and i do not know where i am heading
everything is going to catch up with me soon
it is a very good thing i am going home
although shit is only going to get weirder there.
please.
lol.
but if it's true tell me how it got this way
raa raaa circles circlesss
my life is a giant never ending circle…round…loopy circle
i swear ill be this way forever
i want it all
all the time
i have no regard for whats right or wrong i barley listen to what people say to me
bah bah baaaaaaa
i dunno if i care.
ra Ra Ra
You’re single, correct?
yes i am
Do you want a relationship?
no i do not want one, but i also do not want random people
What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
what the fuck am i doing.
Your best friend gets drunk after one shot, you say?
you need to get you’re shit together….but none of them do
Where’s the person you are currently involved...
realizing i need to spend sometime figuring out my shit
i need to learn to love every part about me
before i can even attempt to allow someone into my life
it just doesn’t make sense otherwise
i shouldn’t have to question why someone loves or even likes me for that matter
me time. begins now.
You realize that our mistrust of the future makes it hard to give up the past.
October 2010
18 posts
something your currently worried about
Finishing all my work before this weekend
waking up tomorrow on time for work
falling asleep during class
letting people get the best of me
trying to relax about stupid situations
not being able to controlllll my feelings and my stupid head and my stupid heart
making mistakes
taking things to litterally
OVER THINKING.
not sleeping.
never sleeping.
PLEASE
someone save me from myself.
ahahaha not allowed to drink anymore
one thing you've lied about
how i really feel about people
i am typically scared to express that in fear of rejection or upsetting others
4Dee
1. What color is your underwear right now? not wearing any ;) 2. What are you listening to right now? red hot chili pepers- snow : ) 3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 43 4. What was the last thing you ate? mexican rice and chips! 5. If you were a crayon what color would you be? red. 6. How is the weather right now? looks dark..not sure what is it like ahah 7. Who was the...
something that makes you sad when you think about...
death.
my pepa.
being alone.
and people who have painful lives
julia...i steal everything from you
Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a B or N?
yes, i think only one B and i am not sure about the N, but most likely
Has anyone told you they don’t ever want to lose you?
yes they have
What’s wrong with you right now?
i need to finish my homework and i have work so early tomorrow and i want to get fucking drunk and chill with my roomies and not do anything involving...
your last night out in full detail
Wednesday..
an unusual night for us to go out since we all have eight am and nine am class on Thursday, but never the less did we go out
pregamed with some strange left over vodka that I had in the freezer kept in seltzer bottles and some of our roommates malibu..which tasted like my coconut shampoo..
do not understand why people drink it,plus it has less alcohol content that regular stuff
...
things you like/don't like about the way you look
LIKE:
when my bangs/hair stays in place.
my smile when it is genuine
my body when I am happy with it
my nose when I scrunch it
DISLIKE:
this strange bruise i have on my face currently
my short legs
paleness when it does not flatter me
my arms
how would you spend 10,000 dollars
I would go to Greece and just stay there as long as I could using the money
and buy a million awesome Grecian dresses, jewelry,and steal a nice Greek man
or I would just go thrifting forever
weird things you do when you're alone
sing really really loud.
which i guess is not really that weird,but its something i would not normally do if i was around a lot of people
the best thing that has happened to you this week
nothing good has happened this week.
minus visiting someone at work which was a nice
five things that irritate you about the...
boys:
1) being inconsiderate.
2) when they ignore you
3) not saying what they really mean
4) being too cute to stay mad at
5) thinking they are hot shit
girls:
1) when little girls are sluts
2) people who find nothing better to do then talk about you
3) matching head to to in your Lacoste and burberry gear > : ( aka loyola girls
4) acting stupid to “flirt” with guys
...
a famous person that you've been compared to
Angie Harmon
I don’t want to say it, The news is not so good We’ll never get away, And even if we could
September 2010
2 posts
pandora
is my life
i may have the perfect playlists ever created
and sitting tea while interpreting some wonderful literature on my bed is very
enjoy able with some superb tunes in the background.
i actually found some people with amazing music taste down here at loyola
i need to steal their ipods asap
when i am with them i am too drunk to ask them for the titles and artists
but i am investing in...
...
my life is a constant hangover.i have far too much freedom.i don’t know i afford going out every night. i am obsessed with my roommates.my apartment is bigger than my own house.somehow i always get my work done.my room never seems to be messy.and since we cannot afford food. i will most likely avoid the freshman 15.
so fucking college.
August 2010
1 post
aye eye i
sort of nervous for college…everyone seems to be leaving and so i will too..
it is obviously going to be awesome and everything, but i will miss just being able to sit on my couch in my house and sleep without having strangers wandering around me
i need to go back to the city.
and bottle service and free everything is really sweet…
i like my new laptop
and talking to my boyfriend
July 2010
1 post
first time online in a terribly long time
all i have to say is
i miss my boyfriend
nothing else seems to matter
and oh i am so glad im out of high school
high schoolers
be aware about the fact that NOTHING matters the second you leave .
June 2010
3 posts
i was actually nominated for prom queeen
secretly so happy and wanting me and pat to have our royal dance..
aAHaHA<33 love life
dear john
you make me cry
and you make me miss my boyfriend
and make me want the future to never come
dear tumblrettes
i dont have a working computer…
> : /
i miss doing this
will start soon
i know you all miss my intriguing posts..
May 2010
27 posts
happpy friends
“Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt I love
:)
today was happy
i want to post fun pictures i found but i am too lazy and hungry
went to the beach with the bests and boyfriend
then went food shopping with pat.
love pretending were a married couple.
its enjoyable.
love the summer sun.
this is a rant.
i wake up not hungover today? that is a miracle
well i suppose the fact that me and berm walked home from noahs with a giant log we found on a yard ( obviously to protect ourselves) worked off all my beer and liquor calories? thus i am not feeling shitty right now
and then when i do wake up from my slumber my sister asks me if id like to enjoy some blueberry pancakes with her…
i dont know...
tonight
i will wear a dress and heels and run around the roads drinking bottles and red bull and fall in love with the fact that it is summer again
i just took a two hour nap and need to wake up
i wish i layed out today, but i was too sick for any of that
now that i am back and better i cannot wait to go out tonight
ughlauhghshgh
i hate when people like my boyfriend.
this is pointless...but isnt everything?
just had my last concert
boyfriend came and met the grand parents, aunt, and my mom
took a zillion corny pictures
got greek and then baskin robbins
delivered boyfriends favorite ice cream to his house
moms currently complaining about how she doesnt know how to change the channel on the tv so shes sitting there listening to the music channel and just said ” im digging this...